I keep coming to my blog and looking at the home page as if eventually a pithy, charming new post will somehow magically appear. I guess the only way that would work is if I had an alternate personality who posts when I’m not looking. I wish!
I suppose that what it really comes down to is that I’m lonely and want some fellowship but I haven’t got the brain cells to write anything to inspire online conversation.
Husband is still in the hospital. We’re moving into week 14 with many more ahead…more dialysis, more physical therapy, more respiratory therapy, more heart monitoring. He was moved out of the ICU to a long-term acute care (LTAC) hospital about a month ago. We like the nursing staff and the environment here is less sterile than a normal hospital. It has warm colors, nice lighting, wood-look vinyl flooring, and a nice sofa/bed in the room. I’ve also been able to hang in his room some of his favorite artwork from home along with family photos and get well cards. But its still not home.
I started a summer school course last week. Even though I’m at the hospital both before and after class each weekday, its so nice to be doing something social that makes me think about something other than hospital stuff. I’m taking “Techniques in Counseling.” Since much of the class will be taken up with actually practicing techniques on each other its a real joy to be in class with many gals who I know from other classes. Anyone got any suggestions of scenarios I can use on my classmates?
I’ve actually got several new posts half written. Eventually I’ll get them done and hopefully inspire some conversation. In the meantime, have a great week!





Lordy, don’t be so hard on yourself about not blogging! I think you are going though enough right now. So good he is out of critical care! That’s a step in the right direction. One day at a time, right?
For your counseling class, just practice saying to each other, “How does that make you feel?” Be sure to put rest your head on your fist. (Sorry, grew up with a psychologist dad and social worker mom! Ha ha~!) You are going to make a great counselor.
Your cyber buddies are still here. Sending you lots and lots of support!!
I agree with ronninfairy, we’re here! It’s hard, even for such an excellent writer as yourself, to concentrate on blog posts when you have so much going on. It’s very understandable that you are lonely. Social contact is hugely important, and I’m glad for you about your class. You have so much on your plate, but to take that time out for yourself, and to be able to interact and think about things other than hospitals is wonderful. I’m am glad your hub is in a nicer location now. I know it’s not home, but surely it’s cozier than a typical hospital room. Hey, keep us posted and blog about your class!
Thanks guys! Muse and Ronni I appreciate you both so much!
I honestly wasn’t trying to get down on myself for not posting. I was really more amused at myself for continuing to surf to my own site as if something new would appear. Wouldn’t it be fun if we could communicate with our other-dimensional-selves by blog? Maybe that’s what I’ve been hoping to find–a message of support from another aspect of myself who has a higher perspective on all this. My reception has been fuzzy, so I’m feeling less connected to Guides, Teachers, and Higher Self than I’m used to. I know it will all level out eventually.
I find in crisis it’s hard to hear anything. I went through this lately. I heard things but couldn’t discern what was Guidance and what was Fear. Taking breaks like you did helps–you need to get away from it all to hear sometimes.
I was thinking of you tonight and checked your blog. Yea, you wrote. So glad for the update. Can’t imagine what you are going through. Glad to hear you are getting rid of the hospital blahs by getting out. You should do something else for yourself also. Go on a date – order food to pick up, get a new rental, and take it to your hubby so you guys can “go” on a date. Something different at least.
I took a counseling class in college and loved it. Kuddos to you for doing it.
Take care,
In peace and sending you/yours health.
Hey, Sarah! Still thinking of you! Here comes some good healing energy…}}}}}}}}}{{{{{{{{{
Please be gentle with yourself as you would be with any precious child of the universe. You and yours will be in my prayers.
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